Marrying Young.

Many of the blogs and people I follow on Instagram are young people who are married. I think that is a goal of mine in life but one that I am not really sure is achievable. I love the idea of meeting someone in my early twenties (which is now in my life-how terrifying) and spending the rest of my life with him. I see many people do this and fail but also many young people who do so and prosper. I kind of question (which I am aware I shouldn't) will I actually meet the man of my dreams in few years time? I truly hope so but a part of me questions that highly. I have so many dreams like moving to NYC or LA and caring for the sickest of kids with nursing and I am worried maybe a man just doesn't fit into the picture until later. And maybe I am just a control freak who thinks about these things and JUST NEEDS TO LET THEM  HAPPEN FOR GODS SAKE. But sometimes I cannot help myself because I see these wonderful moms and wives and just am jealous. I do understand that I do not NEED a man trust me I got that one but with recent events and all that hoopla I just would look forward to meeting someone who could possibly be the one. Then that goes into the question of will he really be the one and how the hell am I supposed to know if he is truly. MODERN FILM, TV, and ROMANTIC NOVELS YOU HAVE RUINED ME. As i digress, I guess I will keep ya'll posted if I do in fact meet "the one" and to all those young couples who found each other I say hats off to you and enjoy your life to the highest standards.
-Ash
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Marrying Young.

Many of the blogs and people I follow on Instagram are young people who are married. I think that is a goal of mine in life but one that I am not really sure is achievable. I love the idea of meeting someone in my early twenties (which is now in my life-how terrifying) and spending the rest of my life with him. I see many people do this and fail but also many young people who do so and prosper. I kind of question (which I am aware I shouldn't) will I actually meet the man of my dreams in few years time? I truly hope so but a part of me questions that highly. I have so many dreams like moving to NYC or LA and caring for the sickest of kids with nursing and I am worried maybe a man just doesn't fit into the picture until later. And maybe I am just a control freak who thinks about these things and JUST NEEDS TO LET THEM  HAPPEN FOR GODS SAKE. But sometimes I cannot help myself because I see these wonderful moms and wives and just am jealous. I do understand that I do not NEED a man trust me I got that one but with recent events and all that hoopla I just would look forward to meeting someone who could possibly be the one. Then that goes into the question of will he really be the one and how the hell am I supposed to know if he is truly. MODERN FILM, TV, and ROMANTIC NOVELS YOU HAVE RUINED ME. As i digress, I guess I will keep ya'll posted if I do in fact meet "the one" and to all those young couples who found each other I say hats off to you and enjoy your life to the highest standards.
-Ash
 Picture Found here
Follow me on Instagram: ashleymariefelicity