goodnight all.
My thoughts.
Its weird to think about. Relationships. There are friendships, family relationships, bad relationships, happy relationships, short term relationships, boring relationships. Just about any type of relationship you can think of there has been, will be, or in the process of happening in our world today. No wonder it is so hard in getting them right. I just want get out there you know? I think in the spot I am with university it is hard to so. It is so comfortable where I am but I want to make guy friends for goodness sake. But then there is the problem of do you dig this guy friend or can you just be friends. Couldn't you be born with a name assigned to you saying oh hey this is the person you are going to end up with. I am pretty sure that would make alot of things in this world so much better. It's honest, to the point, and clear. But then of course there's that whole argument of where is the fun in that? Which is true. Don't really enjoy summer without a really rough winter. Haha did I really just make waiting for summer a comparison to trying to find a boy? Well, I guess that is what things are coming to these days... Besides relationships being shit, I think ideas of people are shit as well. For some odd reason girls do this thing where we look at a guy and talk to them for .02 seconds and think they are this God sent human being that we are going to marry and have blonde hair babies with and maybe with his lips and hopefully my eyes. But in reality, their shit is not together and when we start talking to them their idea crumbles of what we had for them and then that is its own mess and everything is just not what it is. I think from now on, when I start talking to a guy, I am just going to take it. So yeah he may not want to go into the medical field but he seems to really like his family like I like mine. Or yeah he be such a total tool with his guy friends but lets be real I am a total priss with my girl friends. I mean when the guys an asshole hes an asshole and steppin. But i think I sometimes have this total unrealistic idea of a person in my head. I think we all need a little bit of accepting the good with the bad. I dont know where I am getting at.... maybe that just everyone has something wrong with them. I know that I can be self centered at times, awful at conflict, and I dont have the best body. I guess if I can accept that about myself then I should be able to accept it about another person as well. I am now just rambling..... haha
My thoughts.
Its weird to think about. Relationships. There are friendships, family relationships, bad relationships, happy relationships, short term relationships, boring relationships. Just about any type of relationship you can think of there has been, will be, or in the process of happening in our world today. No wonder it is so hard in getting them right. I just want get out there you know? I think in the spot I am with university it is hard to so. It is so comfortable where I am but I want to make guy friends for goodness sake. But then there is the problem of do you dig this guy friend or can you just be friends. Couldn't you be born with a name assigned to you saying oh hey this is the person you are going to end up with. I am pretty sure that would make alot of things in this world so much better. It's honest, to the point, and clear. But then of course there's that whole argument of where is the fun in that? Which is true. Don't really enjoy summer without a really rough winter. Haha did I really just make waiting for summer a comparison to trying to find a boy? Well, I guess that is what things are coming to these days... Besides relationships being shit, I think ideas of people are shit as well. For some odd reason girls do this thing where we look at a guy and talk to them for .02 seconds and think they are this God sent human being that we are going to marry and have blonde hair babies with and maybe with his lips and hopefully my eyes. But in reality, their shit is not together and when we start talking to them their idea crumbles of what we had for them and then that is its own mess and everything is just not what it is. I think from now on, when I start talking to a guy, I am just going to take it. So yeah he may not want to go into the medical field but he seems to really like his family like I like mine. Or yeah he be such a total tool with his guy friends but lets be real I am a total priss with my girl friends. I mean when the guys an asshole hes an asshole and steppin. But i think I sometimes have this total unrealistic idea of a person in my head. I think we all need a little bit of accepting the good with the bad. I dont know where I am getting at.... maybe that just everyone has something wrong with them. I know that I can be self centered at times, awful at conflict, and I dont have the best body. I guess if I can accept that about myself then I should be able to accept it about another person as well. I am now just rambling..... haha
goodnight all.